Thursday, January 31, 2013

Kupira Marimba

I am a part of a Zimbabwean-style marimba band called Kupira Marimba. 

I work part time at Fiddlers Green, an acoustic strings shop that has a lot of American "traditional" musician clientele (bluegrass, folk, etc).  When asked if I'm playing with anyone, I usually mention the assertion above, which in turn gets me a few raised eyebrows...

While it may or may not be obvious, I am not Zimbabwean.  Nor have I ever visited.  So what business does a Texan girl like me have in playing traditional Zimbabwean music?



My Summer Shield


I played classical marimba through grade school, and when I moved back to Texas from Hawaii I inherited one.  I boasted that I wanted to start Austin's first marimba band, but was pleasantly surprised to hear that there was a guy named Joel LaViolette who had already spear-headed that.  So I introduced myself to him, and learned that he had studied traditional Shona music while living in Zimbabwe, and he wanted to form a group that would maintain a focus on just that.  As someone who does "alottamovin" and is fascinated by other cultures, this piqued my interest...

I showed up to our first practice
casually late, and my hair was still wet from swimming at Barton Springs.  Joel glanced down at his watch, and looked disapprovingly back at me.  I had a sudden flashback to my old band hall... feeling my gut sink when the band director caught me trying to slip in late.  This was the first indicator that Joel wouldn't be just another free spirit making some hippie music in Austin, TX, but that he was disciplined and there would be structure around what we did.

He asked what our intentions were for the project, I replied that I basically wanted to play gigs and inspire people to dance.  I imagined playing something like this:


In my initial mindset, the western music theory I understood would just transfer over. The music would maintain an African sound, but still allow me to keep one foot in the comfort of my own American music heritage.  I would be in my element, and I could show off my skills. My ego would remain intact.

Such is a summer shield.

On learning traditional Zimbabwean music
(from the perspective of a Western musician who has never been to Zimbabwe, but has a history of going places she knows nothing about)
Within the first few practices, it became apparent that this was going to be like learning a foreign language.  You can memorize the dictionary in another language, but to be "fluent" you have to understand context, cadence, and be able to pick up on subtle queues from those with which you're communicating. 

Learning the music, Joel would show us our individual parts, and then pair us together (one person is the lead- Kushaura, and the other person's part is relative/responsive to the lead- Kutsinhira ) in another room to interlock our parts.  Then we'd bring it together as a group and play the same song until we fell apart.  The songs move in cycles... there's not really a clear cut way to end most of them.

Reading sheet music/ being able to repeat what I hear have always been relatively easy for me.  In Kupira, the individual parts are pretty straight forward and repetitive.  But the way we interlock polyrhythmically is so foreign.  To a westerner, one might say most of the songs are in 12/8... but it still feels like a western rule being applied to a totally different way of thinking.  In fact... the more I draw from my previous music education while I play with Kupira, the worse I am at playing it!

And then there's the Hosho. It's a pair of gourd shakers with hundreds of seeds inside.  Hundreds of variables that snap, swish, roll, etc... The right hand of the hosho drives the pace... and yet the left hand maintains a laid back swing that implies "be patient... I will arrive when I've arrived".   In this style of music, time is not as rigid as western styles.  The hosho reveals all...

The only way for me to really understand the music is to spend time with it... to play the cycles over and over and over until I stop thinking about it... and start feeling. 

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

My Winter Shield

Most Texans I know dismiss the idea of a "rite of passage" or any other ritual as some hippie shit.  And yet we've still managed to create our own... How do we celebrate being alive for 18 years? Porn and cigarettes. What did you do on your 21st birthday?  The point is, these are markers of a place and time where we are about to change.  They give us a sense of significance.

While I was working at Pacific Quest, we facilitated rites of passage for troubled teens using the School of Lost Borders curriculum.  The idea is that our mind/bodies/emotions go through a similar cycle as the seasons.  Being sensitive to nature helps us understand this. Each season sends us through an "initiation" that prepares and develops us for the next. This curriculum is great for teens, because they change so much and so rapidly!  But this curriculum can be applied to anyone... we all go through these cycles, and at different rates.  This allows us to forget about where we think we "should" be, and acknowledge where we are, with understanding that the only constant in life is change.

A doodle of my "Four Shields"
North Shield- Winter
East-Spring
South-Summer
West-Fall



I've been back in Austin for almost a year.  I haven't had a real winter in almost 3 years... and as mild as it's been, I remember a time in Hawaii when I realized I needed to feel that change in seasons.  Living there, everything felt so abundant in so many ways.  But I almost felt overwhelmed at times with so little direction. 

For me, winter has been a time when I conserve my resources.  I don't take as many risks, I don't connect with as many people, and I go into something of an introspective hibernation. Some people might call it a gumption trap. 

"Stuckness shouldn't be avoided. It's the psychic predecessor of all real understanding."
-Pirsig, ZATAOMM

Literally and figuratively, winter is a time of barrenness. So now, I'm developing my Winter ShieldIt's a time when I'm accepting the fruitlessness of some elements in my life, but learning how to nourish them for the next seasonal cycle.

Okay, so real talk... an example of this "barrenness" is how my creativity suddenly dried up.  In the spring and summer, I cannot write enough.  I cannot make enough music.   I want to push the envelope and create new styles.

Now that it's winter, I am less inspired.  My creative buds aren't blooming... but I do feel that this is a time for me to be obedient to something.  To observe where my energy does go when I feel like I have less of it... to learn what it feels like to be devoted to something.  Now is the time to work, to be dependable, to observe, apprentice, and learn. 

... TBC

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

US Incarcerations: Our Million Dollar Band-Aid

A recent segment on NPR highlights the "million dollar block"-- quantifiable data on the ineffectiveness of the US Incarceration System. 

A few thoughts:
1)   Nearly half of all prisoners in the US are locked up for nonviolent crimes.  The "war on drugs" is responsible for the exponential growth in our prisons over the last few decades (i.e. possession of marijuana=>slammer time for otherwise harmless individuals).  What an inefficient use of our tax dollars!

2) There's a revolving door for most prisoners. Prisons can be seen as "institutions of higher criminal learning".  Individuals learn how to function in an alternate economy where gang mentality and "us versus them"-isms prevail.  Prison time not only affects the prisoner, but their families as well. 

When I worked with a TX House Rep, the issue of US Prison Reformation was one of my main concerns.  I aided in creating legislation (that would be rejected without much debate) such as giving felons and those on parole the right to vote.  Working for a Left-wing Rep. in a Texas Legislature left me feeling frustrated with formal politics, so I threw everything to the wind and went to take a more hands-on approach working at various wilderness therapy programs (informally known as "hoods in the woods") for juvenile delinquents.

I witnessed some of the most beautiful and also most horrific demonstrations of humanity in various programs where I worked... only to realize that this is not just an isolatable demographic of un-represented people that can be manipulated to function in "we the people"'s economy.  This is a symptom of a much bigger problem... and as long as we attempt to put a name to it and keep it quarantined, it's only going to get worse.




Monday, September 17, 2012

27 years lived!

Birthday Post!!


**First and foremost, I want to honor my momma.  Once a year, I get all the glory, cake and presents, when she was the one who did all the work. **

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Yesterday  my "plans" of hanging out under the sun and playing music at the Springs had been rained on, and I had no idea what to expect.  I met with a varied group of friends (from college, Barton Springs, music-making endeavors, and even some brand new friends from Egypt and France joined the party!)

The following questions were asked
1) How were your last 3 birthdays spent?
2009-- Working at Eckerd in NC (watch the video at the very bottom! so sweet!) then meeting with Michelle in Charleston, SC to see the Avett Brothers
2010- Looking for a job on the North Shore of Hawaii
2011- Sleeping on an overnight bus in Thailand.  Being the only American on the bus, and being sung the birthday song in German and Thai.  Then meeting with Michelle (again! on the other side of the world!) in Railay.

After eating an awesome Thai dinner, he asked me "no matter how unrealistic, what is the one dessert you could have now if you could?"

After eating nothing but Thai food for weeks,  I replied  "that's torture! Because there's no way I can have what I really want... but it'd be a hot fudge brownie sundae"

And then walking home from dinner, lo and behold! We come upon a Burger King with a picture of a hot fudge sundae in the window.  Magic. 

2) What is your wildest realistic fantasy?
Sailing (traveling) around the world to random places.  Picking people up who want to join, dropping people off who want to stay.  Showing up and not knowing how to speak the language at all, but making music and dancing with all kinds of people at any given location.  I want to learn how to adapt to all kinds of music. I want to smile with people I've never smiled with before.  Yep.  I'm a grown ass woman and I still just want everybody around the world to hold hands and sing together... I guess I've got 3 more years to have a heart, according to Winston Churchill...

3) Do you have anxiety over getting old?
Sure. My anxiety is best described through a They Might Be Giants song

"Now it's over, I'm dead and I haven't done anything that I want
Or I'm still alive and there's nothing I want to do"
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So anyway... I had more thoughts to connect here, but birthdays are exhausting and I just want to post this and sleep.  So here's a snippet of what happened on my birthday. 



Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Inter-dependence Day thoughts

We mutually pledge our lives, our fortune, and our sacred honor

This is the often forgotten last sentence of America's Declaration of Independence.

Yet most of us are most familiar with the 2nd line that declares our rights to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.  As Kurt Andersen notes in a recent NY Times article, The Downside of Liberty, these things are a recipe for individualism.  Selfishness, individualism, and competition drive capitalism, but these things will also bring America as a political body of citizens to the ground.

It's frightening to witness the public backlash against universal healthcare in America.  And where did the 1% come from? These are anxiety-ridden people enslaved to their possessions.  We are all inter-connected.  Taking care of each other is taking care of ourselves.

Interbeing- Thich Nhat Hanh 
“To be” is to inter-be. You cannot just be by yourself alone. You have to inter-be with every other thing. 

Thinking about America as a part of a global whole, America never could just be a "City on a Hill".  America is a nation inter-connected with every other nation. "We the people" are free, and don't you forget that! It's a constant struggle and we must remind ourselves every day.  We don't need to exercise our power or exploit others to assure ourselves of our freedom.

Freedom is ours to hold-- it's just a struggle in your mind to keep your soul

 Freedom- The Beautiful Girls